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argh.
am having fever now.
i dont know. i had it on sunday night, last night, and now!
and today morning felt like puking hahahah. and everyone said i look yellow or grey and i felt clammy, so i had to go office.
i actually wanted to skip home econs test, but then dong was giving me this disapproving face so i was like aiya whatever lah.
then after that chua gave me green tea to drink. (:
then i forgot to throw away the packet! i hope that she wont think im irresponsible or something.. just that this teacher came after i did my home econs test and was hurrying me down for the english one.

i dont know if im going school tomorrow. most probably not. oh well. my first regret is not being able to watch the abortion video! mr. hong's gonna show us tomorrow i think. its gonna be gross. the doctor actually sticks the incisors inside you and crushes the baby. ewwww. and then he sucks it out using something. and hong says you can actually see some white things, which are the bones, and the grey substances which are the brains? oh my god! that's just murder lah.

but then science has been very interesting lately! hahahaha. very funny and gross. this person actually doesnt know what's anal sex, and another one doesnt know what's oral sex. hahahhahh. so pure ah..
hahha and aileen was like 'isnt the meaning literal' or sth like that. heeee.

anyway.. had english orals on friday.
we had to wait like 3 hours. since we were the second group people.
and i was no. 9 or something!
plus the examiner was ms seah.
i got her last year too.
and she gave me so lowwwwwww.
and this time she actually interrupted me. i havent even finished describing the stupid picture and she said 'lets move on to the conversation.'
the question was some exam thing, and i think she was actually quite amused with my answer cos she was smiling away.

oh and we did the survey today. reshma and yihui thought of putting the new pe uni thing down, and so charlene and i followed suit. (: one of them put
'to be frank, the shorts look like boxers'
hahahahhaa.

i cant wait for exams to end. i cant count how many things i wanna do, like reading the new harry potter book and watching movies and hanging out. i cant wait for the holidays too!
but then after the exams we'll have to fill in that subject form again. i still dont know what to take. like if i should take geog or hist, triple science or double. i dont know! everyone's vying for triple science, but i suck a lot at science and i think its actually suicide if i take 3 sciences. but if i take double, which one should i take? everyone's saying bio's not that important, and the useful one is chem and physics. but then those two are my worse ones you know.. bio is actually my better science. oh my gosh.

ARGH. how am i gonna choose? you know the school should actually have some advice for us.. because my mother's not offering any. i dont know. that time she was like 'you choose yourself then after that lemme see.' walao. i appreciate the freedom, but i think it's being given at the wrong time.

yupp anyway. i swear this is the last time i am gonna blog. till exams are over.
it's those stupid asses who keep asking me to update. (:
hahah namely yy and devi.